Pentecost Sunday – Cycle A

11 June 2011

A PENTECOST SEQUENCE

Come, oh Holy Spirit, come!

And make us ever more your own.

In flooded farmlands, send relief.

And where faith falters, send belief.

Where tornados maim and kill

Let us feel your presence still.

Touch the unemployed once more

With strength to find that open door.

And where assassins lurk and prey

Bring them to the light of day.

Touch our own hearts too, we pray

To see the ways we’ve turned away.

The blind eye cast, the hardened heart,

Help us, Spirit, see our part.

Renew the earth, renew us too!

In Jesus’ name, we beg of you.

In what ways can you sense the gifts of the Holy Spirit active in your life?

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4 Comments to “Pentecost Sunday – Cycle A”

  1. Eleven years ago, my son was fighting leukemia. He was given a 30 percent chance of surviving the bone marrow transplant without which he was given a zero chance of living. He did not survive the treatment.

    Following the transplant, he was exhausted, and was being kept up late at night by his wife of a few months, his dad and his dad’s wife. When the nurses wanted him to get up and walk during the day, he could hardly stay awake. One morning, about a half an hour after he had trudged around the pod at the insistence of one of the nurses, another nurse came to hang a bag of magnesium on his IV pole. He thought she wanted him to get up and walk, so he threw the covers off, grabbed the IV pole and headed out of his room. His wife followed him and after a couple of minutes, she stomped back into the room, plopped down into a chair, crossed her arms over her chest and glared at me.

    I got up and went to talk to Curt. I put my arm around his shoulder and walked with him. He told me firmly that he didn’t want to talk to me, either. I told him that he didn’t have to talk, we would just walk, which we did until I could feel that he had calmed down. I told him that the second nurse wanted to hang the magnesium, and we returned to his room. When the nurse finished, Curt sat up and hugged his knees. He began to sob. His wife just sat there glaring at him. I grabbed a Kleenex and gave it to him to wipe his nose. She looked disgustedly at him and stomped out of the room.

    “I am so mad at her,” he told me. “I told her that I didn’t want to talk to her, and she just kept after me. I told her to leave me alone, and she screamed, ‘Then you can walk alone and you can die alone!’

    I calmly told him, “Curt, you need to cut her some slack. She’s not used to being your wife, and this is difficult for everyone.” Then, I looked behind me to see who was talking, because what I wanted to do was hunt her down and kill her for hurting my baby.

    There is no doubt in my mind that the Holy Spirit gave me those words to speak — they were what Curt needed — not my anger toward her.

  2. Thank you Brebis for sharing your heartbreaking, beautiful story with us!
    There have also been times in my life when I have wanted to hurt someone who has hurt me, and I know that only with the grace of God and the touch of the Holy Spirit I did not.

    For the Gifts of counsel, Awe, humility..Thank you Holy Spirit!

    Come Holy Spirit, Renew the face of the earth!
    Veni Sante Spiritu…

  3. On Pentecost Monday, I had my annual evaluation by my superior. At that meeting, I was informed that an accusation of insubordination had been lodged against me. I believe that I was able to defend myself that day by virtue of the gift of the Holy Spirit because it was such an impromptu affair. I needed to share this to glorify this Third Person of the Trinity whom I talked to less frequently than Jesus and His Dad.
    AND many thanks to Brevis for sharing this edifying and inspiring story. – – Cris

  4. At this point in my life, I think the gifts of the Spirit are being made manifest in the Body of Christ, in the people God sends me to soothe my wounded heart and my suffering soul. The gifts come in the wisdom of kind words spoken and even more through profound listening. Gentle lovers of God show up in my life and are present to me. Is this not the presence of the Breath of God moving in my life?

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The Ascension of Our Lord – Cycle A

4 June 2011

Reflecting on Matthew 28:16-20

First, we should probably talk about the strange disconnect between Luke’s account of the Ascension in the first reading (Acts 1:1-11) and Matthew’s account in today’s Gospel (28:16-20).  Although he doesn’t specifically state it, the site of the Ascension in Acts has to have been in Jerusalem. Why?  Because they are enjoined not to leave Jerusalem until the gift of the Father (the Holy Spirit) comes upon them.  So the Ascension must have taken place in Jerusalem.

The Ascension of Christ (Rembrandt)

But Matthew says that the Eleven gathered in the Galilee for Jesus’ Great Commission.  It was on a mountain—which of course reminds us of the mountain at Sinai and the mountain of the Beatitudes —where Jesus promised that he would be with us always, even to the end of the age.  Mark’s Gospel (16:7) sets this in motion when the angel at the empty tomb tells the women to tell the other disciples to go to Galilee, where they would see the risen Lord.

But here’s what’s interesting: it seems that in the Gospel today, Jesus appears to them as a manifestation of his already ascended state.  There is no mention, as in Acts and Luke’s Gospel (24: 36-53), of Jesus ascending to heaven as they watched.

So even in the earliest memories of the Church the specifics of the when and where of Jesus’ ascent to heaven are purposely clothed in mystery.  What a perfect metaphor for our own journeys.  Crazy predictions of the end of the world will go on. But our deepest intuition and faith that our Christ is with us always, right up to the end, lives on.

In what ways do you sense that he is “with you always”?

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2 Comments to “The Ascension of Our Lord – Cycle A”

  1. barbarawatson825@comcast.net

    Interesting disconnect- one thing our priest pointed out humorously, metaphorically, and literally, on our Feast of the Ascension; “You can’t keep a good man down”.

  2. How would I ever make it through life if he wasn’t? He smiles and laughs, coaxes and supports. God, how I need you!

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Sixth Sunday of Easter – Cycle A

28 May 2011

Reflecting on 1Peter 3:15-18

Always be ready to give an explanation to anyone who asks you for a reason for your hope.

 

The Martyrdom of St. Peter

Isn’t that beautiful?  The author of the second reading today is talking to the earliest converts to the faith, urging them to have a good reason on hand for why they are hopeful in their terrifying first-century world.

I like to think about those earliest Christians.  According to tradition, every single one of the apostles listed in the Gospels (except for Judas) experienced torture, and most of them martyrdom, because of their hope in Christ.  They “took on Christ” during the most violent years of the Roman Empire.  They faced up to Nero and Trajan and Domitian, and often converted their own jailers, who went to their deaths with them.

I recently saw the shatteringly beautiful movie Of Gods and Men.  It tells the true story of eight Cistercian monks who chose to stay with their Muslim friends in a besieged Algerian village in 1997.  Two eyewitnesses who survived recorded their memories of the agonizing community meetings that took place before the abduction and murder of the other members.

Why did they stay when they knew their lives were in imminent danger?  We know from the survivors that the love of Christ compelled them.  Their love for their neighbors, whom they doctored, and cared for, and worked side by side with, gave them the strength to face their radical Islamist assassins when they came for them one dark and freezing night.

The Christ who called them to Himself was the reason for their hope.  And hope does not disappoint.

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  1. I think that the torture Judas suffered was far worse than that faced by the other apostles. Judas’ despair — the loss of hope — in the salvation through Jesus Christ was internal torture imposed on himself. Could there ever be worse torture? The other apostles clung to the hope in the salvation of Christ and endured the torture of their bodies, which left their souls untouched. As difficult as their torture may have been to endure, their hope in Christ for eternal life gave them the realization that this torture was limited to what it could do to their bodies. Their souls — the only part of humans that matters eternally — could not be touched by their torturers.

  2. Gloria A. Varela

    We ‘take on Christ’, in the use of our charisms. These become the reason for our hope, as we see folks/even strangers, around us encounter Christ in us through our God given charisms. These experiences, then, become the reason for others’ hope as well.

  3. Brevis has a profound insight here. When one suffers and one’s heart is aligned with the purpose, the suffering becomes “survivable” – for want of a better term. But when one is internally conflicted, the torture does not seem to accept of an ounce of mitigation. Thanks for opening my eyes, Brevis. – – Cris

  4. Being a very young Catholic, and growing up completely after Vatican 2, I believe that this reading is always very problematic for us new generation of Catholics. I believe that there is a tendency to read the first part of this reading, “Always be ready to give an explanation to anyone who asks you for a reason for your hope”, without reading the second “But do it with gentleness and reverence”. I know that I have a tendency to use my explanation for my joy to smash over peoples heads. And condemn them in the the name of Orthodoxy. But that is not the Love of Christ, and it takes prudence to discern what that love is. Furthermore, I believe that it takes a deep relationship with Christ in order to be able to know that love, and be able have that joy that you need an explanation for.

    Just some musings. ~Ryan

  5. Thanks for your comment, Cris!

  6. Ryan,

    I am way older than you, but I am a post-Vatican II convert to Catholicism. I think it’s not in what we say, but always in how we say it. We can gently and firmly stand up for the faith and express our hope in a joy-filled way without condemning others. It’s not easy sometimes, though, I’ll give you that.

    As a parent, I look back and wish I had done less talking and asked more questions. Perhaps, we should do that as Catholics, too. In asking questions, we can lead good discussions of the reasons for our hope, and it’s always good to know what the other person believes before relating it to what we believe.

    The fact that you recognize the “smashing over people’s heads” is the best step you can take in the right direction. Congratulatlions!

  7. Ryan,
    What a great point you make…about smashing people over the head. Even as a timid Catholic at times, I have been smashed over the head by other Catholics who feel they are much closer to God than I! And by their use of the “smash” method instead of the gentleness and example of our Lord, I have backed away rather than challenged that behavior. Then I think of how a nonCatholic responds to such behavior, and I think it drives them away and causes them to spread bad words about us Catholics. It reminds me of St. Francis’ lesson, “Preach the gospel, and when necessary, use words.” Thanks for the insight into that specific phrase!

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Fifth Sunday of Easter – Cycle A

23 May 2011

Reflecting on John 14:1-2

There are some things that the authors of the Gospels thought we knew.  But we read the ancient texts at a great distance, historically and culturally.  When Jesus says to his frightened disciples the night before his death, “In my Father’s house are many mansions” he isn’t speaking in metaphor!  He reaches into the most sacred vow a Jewish man can make.  He uses the exact words that a man speaks to a woman when he betrothes himself to her.

In Jesus’ day, as in ours, the betrothal of a man and a woman was a sacred celebration.  At the ceremonial meal the bridegroom said to his betrothed, “Do not let your heart be troubled.  In my father’s house are many rooms.  I am going now to prepare a place for you.  I will come back  for you, so that where I am you also may be.  If it were not so I would have told you.”

And then he left her.  He went back to his father’s house and built an extra room on to the family home where his new bride would live and they would raise their children.  A generation later, the sons born in that house would make the same solemn promise to their betrothed, and another room would be added on.

So that means that on the night before he died, Jesus the Bridegroom betrothed himself to us forever.  That’s what the author of John’s Gospel thought we knew.  And I guess that’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever learned in all my years of studying Scripture.

In what ways do you sense the covenant Christ has made with you?

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4 Comments to “Fifth Sunday of Easter – Cycle A”

  1. I saw this in the Risen Christ Bulletin and just had to comment on it. It’s beautiful; I agree with Kathy it is probably the most beautiful thing I have learned in Scripture! In a week I’m out of school and I plan to meditate a lot this summer, looking for some guidance. This is the passage I will start with! Thanks, Kathy!

  2. Ah, so very lovely, Kathy! There’s one more reason why some scholars think the author of this gospel may have been female (or at the very least a male in tuned with his anima/feminine side). Thanks for the jump start to a deeper reflection on this farewell discourse.

  3. Kathy,
    What a wonderful insight! This affirms how marriage remains the prime metaphor in our relationship with Christ rather than celibacy.
    Cris

  4. Do you suppose that the exact words Jesus used to build the relationship with His Church were borrowed by that same Church for the Sacrament of Matrimony?

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Fourth Sunday of Easter – Cycle A

14 May 2011

Reflecting on John 10:1-10

Several years ago, while traveling with a group of pilgrims into Bethlehem, our tour guide asked the bus driver to stop so that we could all flash our pictures of an extraordinary sight for all of us city dwellers: actual sheep, being herded by an actual shepherd!

Our guide then told us a very moving story.  When he came to Israel as a young man he was put in leadership over the small group of Christian churches in his particular denomination.  One of the elders of that group advised him that, before he ever tried leading anyone, he should intern as a shepherd for at least a week.  It was during that long week that he learned the tenderness of the shepherd in today’s psalm.

The good shepherd knows that sheep will drown in moving waters, and so leads them to still, restful waters.  In the dark valleys and steep mountains, the good shepherd calms the fears of the sheep by walking beside them, drawing them back from the cliff with his rod and staff.  At the end of the day, while the sheep rest in verdant pastures, he cleans the build-up of mucus out of their eyes with oil so that they don’t go blind.

Finally, at night, the good shepherd leads the sheep into the sheep gate, and then he sleeps outside the gate.  If any predators come looking for his sheep, they’ll have to get to them over his dead body.

Ah.  On this Good Shepherd Sunday, may you rest in the safety of the One who knows your voice, who knows your needs.  May goodness and kindness follow you all the days of your life.

In what ways do you feel tenderly cared for?

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  1. It’s in the moments of weeping that I feel tenderly cared for. Lately, I come to tears freely, for my own life and for the life of others. I’ve always been “sentimental,” but this is different. It’s about the profound suffering in life and watching the courage that helps people cope. How can I not then know that tender, providential care is wrapping us in love?

  2. I have a collection of “Good Shepherd” portraits hanging above my fireplace in the family room. In each, there is a black sheep — a brebis galeuse. The central portrait shows Jesus holding a black sheep in his arms.

    Those of us who don’t conform to the mores of our society are too often labeled with some unflattering adjective — curmudgeon, crabby, bitter, etc. ” so that those who disagree with our views can dismiss us more readily by using these labels and never face the real issues.

    I have to believe that Jesus tenderly cares for all his sheep, and possibly the outcast receive more of his attention — it’s His love that keeps me on track to defend moral values in a society that would much rather do whatever feels good and not have to think about right and wrong — good and evil.

    http://www.todaysepistle.com

  3. I have always loved the story of the Good Shepherd. Thanks for reminding us, Kathy…

    Recently, I wrote this for “Living Faith”:

    As a child, the first piece of scripture I ever memorized was Psalm 23. Those first five words – The Lord is my shepherd – are so engrained in my memory that I cannot imagine not knowing them. Growing up a city kid, I didn’t have many opportunities to see either sheep or shepherds, but I have known for a long time that I had a relationship with Christ like that of a sheep to its shepherd.

    Within that relationship resides the beauty of our faith. For our faith is not blind, nor is it a childish and irrational belief in something that cannot be seen. Our faith is alive and as real as a shepherd sitting on an ancient hillside, his hand resting on the napes of our necks and his eyes never resting as he scans the flock in search of danger. Our faith is about this kind and ever-loving shepherd who has claimed us for his own, knows us by name, and has, in fact, already sacrificed his life for our own.

    Steve Givens
    http://www.givenscreative.com

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Third Sunday of Easter – Cycle A

8 May 2011

Reflecting on Luke 24:13-35

And so it comes around again, this most beautifully developed of all the appearance stories.  It’s not new to us, but our hearts burn within us as we hear again of those two disciples who left Jerusalem that Easter morning.

Caravaggio

We know the name of one—Cleopas—but the second disciple goes unnamed.  I think she was probably Mrs. Cleopas.  Might this traveler have been the very Mary, wife of Clopas who stood at the foot of the cross in John’s Gospel?  If so, then her companions that dreadful Friday had been no less than Mary Magdalene and Mary, the mother of Jesus.  And yet now she and her husband, after the terrifying event, are leaving the city and returning to their home in Emmaus.

The tomb is empty.  Where is he?  What can it mean?  Is there any reason to hope that he’s alive?

And then of course they are met on the road by a fellow traveler.  Hasn’t he heard of all the events in Jerusalem these past three days?  And they begin to let their hearts break a little as they tell the stranger about him whom they love.

I wonder.  What if, in these Easter weeks of First Communions and Confirmations, we walked with our children for just a little bit and told them about him whom we love.  Take a walk this week with someone and talk about Jesus.  I’ll bet you he’ll show up right there, on the road, on the journey.  Draw near to him and watch him draw near to you.  And then get ready for some heart-burn.

In what ways do you sense the presence of Jesus when you speak with others about him?

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4 Comments to “Third Sunday of Easter – Cycle A”

  1. What struck me when the presider was reading the gospel was that the eyes of the disciples were not opened during the philosophical exegesis by Jesus. It took the action of the Eucharist to open their eyes. This taught me something that it’s not always the most cogent explanation that opens people’s eyes. It’s the Eucharistic experience. – – Cris

  2. This Gospel is one of my favorites, so powerful!
    What a wonderful idea Kathy, to walk with a child and reflect on Jesus, with an open heart and mind feeling Jesus walking along. My granddaughter just experienced her first communion, and her little face was radiant. I want to walk with her and remind her of this day. I want her to feel close to Jesus with every Eucharist.
    As Cris beautifully states the “Eucharistic experience” it reminds me of the words of the song we sing.. “will I see him in the breaking of the bread, will I recognize his body and his blood?”
    What a gifts our God gives to us with every Mass!
    Donna

  3. There have been times when I strongly sensed His presence during Eucharistic adoration. It always brings me to tears, yet I’m not sad; its His presence that does that. I look so forward to the next opportunity to visit Him there, after thinking about Him with you all, on the Emmaus walk and the breaking of bread. I can’t find the words to describe how, but it will be different.
    This week I’ve been with my grandson, and the thought has come to me, “let’s take a walk”, but the weather has been hot and humid in Ohio and I’ve avoided doing so. I hadn’t read Kathy’s reflection yet. Now I know a walk is going to happen, no matter what! Kathy, thanks for encouraging me and reminding me that scripture is alive.
    In some of my nursing experiences over the years, my heart would burn while hearing stories of some of my elderly patients. This week, I heard a gentleman speaking to a reporter about getting from Tennessee to Georgia, where his daughter lived, because his home had been completely taken by the flood. I thought, maybe it’s hard enough for him to get around his neighborhood, much less to another state in the midst of a flood. The familiar heart burning for that man came up, but before, I hadn’t thought that was Jesus. Now I know that was Jesus. Until now, even though I’ve thought of him frequently since, I didn’t get it that possibly I was and am supposed to do something for that man? He and Jesus will continue to walk with me until I figure it out.
    Betsy

  4. This is one of my favorite gospels. I love how the disciples found themselves on fire, their hearts and souls burning in Christ’s presence. I pray that I, too would be in that space, enflamed and alive.
    The story reminds me that the time needs to be “ripe” for the Word to mean anything for me. For 60 years I’ve been listening to Scripture and every once in a while I have an “aha moment” when something I’ve heard many times before is suddenly alive in my heart and soul. That is a time of profound gratitude and wonder as I ask myself how it is that I never heard that phrase or how I’ve never been moved before. The disciples were not alone in their unawareness. Of course, I can also attribute their lack of understanding to their deep grief. When my emotions are strong, I can either be present with a new intensity or self-absorbed. It’s only upon reflection that anything makes sense or has meaning for me.
    I sense the presence of Jesus when speaking with others about him, when both of us are open to the power of the Spirit, and I do more listening than talking. As a spiritual director, I listen to another’s story and help him/her find God in it. What a privilege to be present to the way God is moving in the life of another. I don’t have to wait for Jesus to disappear before I am aware of the encounter. This is gift. This is treasure.

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Divine Mercy Sunday – Cycle A

1 May 2011

Reflecting on John 20:19-31

Afterwards, people asked me questions for the rest of my life.  Why didn’t I believe the others when they told me the Lord had appeared to them that Easter morning? Wasn’t I ashamed to stand before him after I had demanded proof of his resurrection?

Caravaggio

I don’t remember any of that.  When he entered the room that night everything changed forever.  My Jesus, my Savior, my Risen One was alive.  And all my deepest hopes came roaring back.

He showed me his wounds—his pierced wrists and his gaping side—but all the things I thought I needed to see and touch melted as he stood before me.  His face was so radiant with love for me, so full of joy for me, because he knew that with the words from his mouth I would come back to myself.

And then, after he ascended to heaven, I traveled far outside the Roman Empire to preach my Jesus, who loved me enough to come back to the room where I waited, longing, afraid to hope, secretly bursting with hope.

Are you afraid to hope that he will lead you out of your grave, just as he knew the way out of his own?  Listen to my voice, reaching you right now from the ancient Gospel.  He’s alive.

Is there a part of you is wrestling with unbelief these days?

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  1. This is a true statement.I know this to be a fact after what i lived thru.I have seen Christ myself back in 1998 along with the lake of fire.So many people today do not understand that Christ is always with us.All we have to do is reach out to him strait from our hearts.He is alive and so full of love no human can compare.I thank Jesus everyday of my life.If only some could of seen what i lived thru they would turn their life over to God and do every act of goodness.no matter what anyone tells me.I have seen him and i love him 100 percent with my entire core being.
    Amen

  2. Beautiful and authentic, Kathy. Thomas takes a bad rap, but he’s probably the one disciple we all relate to if we’re honest with ourselves. Who among us would have been able to believe in those days without the proof Jesus offers so lovingly to Thomas…

    Steve

  3. I understand Steve’s point, but not many in our midst have actually seen Jesus in the flesh — so, we have always had to walk by faith.

    The apostles I relate to even more than doubting Thomas are Peter and Paul. Every time I ignore a neighbor or speak unkindly to my husband, I am Peter denying Jesus before the cock crows.

    Before my conversion experience, I was like St. Paul — not understanding what the Church was all about and, persecuting people because of my own misunderstanding.

    Jesus’ forgiveness and mercy are beyond any unkind words I am able to speak, and certainly are able to forgive my petty misunderstandings.

    I am grateful for the mercy of God in my life — I would be sunk without it!!

  4. I have often wondered what I would have done if I had experienced Jesus arrested? would I have run away in fear?
    As much as I would like to pretend that I would have been strong, another part of me knows I would have run away.
    I see myself cowering in that upper room, and then he is there; loving us again! Showing us his wounds.
    I believe that Jesus will lead me out of my grave, even though I fear, I KNOW that Jesus will be there.
    Father, into your hands..
    Donna

  5. Whenever I have had twinges of doubt I think of Thomas and repeat his words (paraphrased): My Lord and my God I believe, Help my unbelief. I agree with Steve, he is everyman.

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Easter Sunday – Cycle A

23 April 2011

Reflecting on John 20:1-9

There is, in the city of Jerusalem, a most peaceful garden.  It has a water cistern that dates back to the time of Christ, and in fact a first-century tomb is there too.  This “garden tomb” is close to a rock quarry, with a particular rock that resembles a skull.  This quarry would have been “just outside the city gates” in Jesus’ day.  Might it have been “the skull place”—Golgotha—where Jesus was crucified, and might the garden “nearby” have been the very one that was offered by Joseph of Arimathea as the burial place for Jesus?

Church of the Holy Sepulchre

It’s so peaceful to pray there.  The flowers are always in bloom.  The birds sing.  It’s exactly how you’ve pictured it all your life.  You want so badly for this to be the place.

But of course it’s not the place.  The actual site of the empty tomb is the huge, cavernous, ancient Church of the Holy Sepulchre.  Constantine’s mother St. Helena built this  iconic memorial over the very rock of Golgotha and the very ground in which Jesus was buried, and from which he rose.

Today, millions of people swarm in and around the church every day of the year. It’s loud, and it’s dirty, and it’s so, so old.  And it’s exactly the place.  They have taken the Lord from the tomb, and we don’t know where they’ve put him. We want him to be in the quiet, lovely garden.  But he is, always, just where we are.  He is risen, and he is with us, in the ages, in the suffering, in the clamor.  The tomb is empty, because he lives now with us. ALLELUIA.

Do you have a special place where you sense the risen Lord?

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  1. When I read this, I thought, “but what’s the question?”

    Oh, yeah, this is the answer!

    Happy Easter!

  2. I see that the Risen Lord is present in my life – in the concrete events of my life.

    In my life, I have witnessed that the Risen Christ brings life out of death. At nineteen years old, I was in a situation of suffering, of death, when my mother died from complications due to alcoholism. At that moment, when I myself was in the darkness of the tomb, the Risen Lord brought life out death – calling me to Baptism and to the Church.

    When my marriage was in a situation of death, when my wife and I were living separate lives and on the road to divorce – as a consequence of my sins – the Risen Christ resurrected our marriage – bringing life out of death. This is the Good News! The Risen Christ sends his Spirit, a Spirit which is victorious over death, to enable my wife and I to ask forgiveness of one another. I see that my wife, with the spirit of Christ, is able to forgive me my sins against her, as Christ has forgiven me.

    Every day is an opportunity to experience the love of God, the Father – who raised Christ from death so that we may be free from the deaths that kill us, most especially the deaths caused by our sins.

    Christ is Risen, truly Risen!

  3. When I went to the Holy Land, a lot of things shifted for me. We prayed the Stations of the Cross in the midst of shopkeepers and shoppers talking out loud, some yelling over us to people on the other side of the path. There was a kind of hustle and bustle with people getting in each other’s way, some pushing and shoving. I didn’t feel very prayerful. It seemed chaotic rather than reverent. Then I realized it would have been much the same as Jesus carried his cross to Golgotha. His walk was in the midst of the market place. People weren’t respectful but jeering and complaining and even cursing him. They were about their business. Jesus was a distraction, and for some who might love violence, the spectacle was entertaining. For as much as I did not “enjoy” the Stations of the Cross, the experience taught me to seek the Lord in the marketplace. It’s where I encounter the Risen Lord because I believe that Christ is always in the midst of his people with all their foibles and warts. The market place is messy. It’s where people are hurting and noisy and sinful. It’s where poor choices are made because people are hurried and tired, overstimulated and overstressed. It’s where we “try to catch Up.”
    I loved being at the Garden Tomb. And yes, it was peaceful praying there, just as Kathy wrote. I wanted to stay there forever and feel life’s energy, the vitality of the prayer of many pilgrims who come to see and to believe. I wanted to know what it was like for Mary Magdalene to mistake Jesus for the gardener, so much was her grief. Too often I fail to notice him as well. I wanted to know what it was like for her to “cling to him,” or hug him the way the video suggested in my last week’s comment. I wanted to join the flowers and the birds in singing praise to God for this miracle of resurrection. People quietly walked through the garden and sat on the benches with a sense of awe and in the midst of mystery. It was a good and holy place to be, though it didn’t matter if this was the place of resurrection or not. The garden tomb spoke to me of gentleness, hope and promise. Its emptiness held power! The Risen Lord was there because we believed him to be present in our gathering. I know Christ walked among us!

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Palm/Passion Sunday – Cycle A

17 April 2011

Reflecting on Matthew 26:14-27:66 or Matthew 27:11-54

Okay, can we please talk about something?  It’s that responsorial psalm today, My God, my God, why have you abandoned me? We sing it over and over after the first reading, and then we have to hear it again in the reading of Matthew’s Passion, when Jesus quotes from that very psalm (22) in his last agonizing breaths on the cross.

I hate that.  It hurts me every time I hear it, and have to contemplate that Jesus, in his last moments, experienced the betrayal of the Father.  But finally, after years of uneasiness with that portrayal of Jesus’ death, I learned something that healed that hurt immediately, and I wished someone had told me decades earlier what I now pass on to you:

In his agony, Jesus the Jew calls out the beginning verse of that well-known psalm of lament:  My God, my God, why have you abandoned me? There are some women “standing at a distance” who have followed him since he set out from Galilee to Jerusalem.  They surely know this psalm, and in synagogue style they respond to his introduction by reciting the rest of it, all 31 verses, including the triumphant end, when the suffering one proclaims that all will proclaim the Lord to generations still to come, his righteousness to a people yet unborn.  AMEN.

Jesus the Faithful One knows that he has not been betrayed, that the Father’s great love will be proclaimed to all generations forever.  He calls out the first verse Psalm 22 with his last breaths, knowing that “those standing at a distance’—and that’s us, too, isn’t it?―will respond by praying the rest of the psalm for him.  Jesus knows how it ends, and how it all will end.  Forever and ever.  AMEN.

Is there a psalm, a song, a Scripture or a prayer that will be on your lips as you die?

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7 Comments to “Palm/Passion Sunday – Cycle A”

  1. This is like the point Eileen made last week about Lazarus. When we think God has abandoned us, it’s probably because we’re closed off and not listening.

    Don’t we all know how it’s going to end? As long as we are headed in the right direction, we will be with Him forever and ever, amen. Beginning now.

  2. When my dad was in the hospital dying from a battle with cancer, I can remember praying the Lord’s Prayer and the Act of Contrition out loud so that he might hear and pray it in his heart since he was no longer able to speak. Before my mom went for heart surgery which she did not survive, we prayed to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart to hold her heart. Because she had a devotion to angels, we prayed that the angels would surround her during surgery. It seemed so appropriate.
    When I die, I just want to be able to say with utmost confidence and love, “Father, catch me. I’m falling into your arms.”

  3. I believe that because Jesus was truly human, he did utter the words of feeling abandoned. I don’t think he said to himself, “Now it’s time for me to repeat the psalm of abandonment because it’s part of the script.” I resonate with his feeling of abandonment not as a theological rejection of God’s providential care (“..even the lilies of the field, birds of the air, etc….)but the sheer impact of suffering on a human being who is truly a human being, and not a God ‘pretending to be a human being.’ – – Cris

  4. I think Cris makes a great point here. Jesus in his humanity suffered the same as we do when things are really painful. I like the point about Jesus not being a God pretending to be a human being. He was both, but perhaps not always simultaneously.

  5. So Many time we seek and do not find. In these challenging times we get lost and caught up in the world and feel God has abondone us. Yet, as time passes, the time slows, and the air clears, we can see Gods hand at work. Yet, only through prayer and God guidance do we find what we ultimately have been needing.

  6. I found these 3 videos. They are worth quite a few tissues. They really bring home who Jesus was as well as his life, passion, death and resurrection

    Watch the Lamb is quite graphic.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6EHveaXv1E&feature=related

    Jesus the Easter video
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhPTLMS1-TE&NR=1

    Jesus the Easter Sundy video
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smUHqg3npAE&feature=related

    I was so moved by the portrayal of a very human Jesus who laughed and danced, hugged and held.

  7. “Jesus, son of David, have mercy on me, a sinner.”

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Fifth Sunday of Lent – Cycle A

10 April 2011

Reflecting on John 11:1-45 or 11:3-7, 17, 20-27, 33b-45

Through the years I have had the great privilege to visit the Holy Land many times, but the only souvenir I have ever kept from my pilgrimages hangs on my wall, directly over my parent’s wedding picture of October 31, 1938.  They smile out at me, these two young, beautiful, hopeful newlyweds, in the everyday clothes common to Depression-era weddings of the day.

Could they have imagined what the future would hold?  The war in Europe was just getting going.  They and everyone they knew would be changed by it.  In ten years their children would finally arrive, and eventually their robust youth would give way to middle age.  They would lose their parents and their siblings.  They would raise their children in the faith, and that faith would sustain them when their own son went off to war.

The beautiful bride and groom are gone now.  But their children live on, remembering them, loving them, knowing that at our own deaths we will see them again.  When Lazarus heard the voice of Jesus call him out of the cave he climbed, climbed up from his dark tomb.  I’ve seen that tomb.  I have taken a torch and climbed down into its belly, and imagined the sound of Jesus, calling into its depths Lazarus!  Come out! And the dead man came out.

So it was from here that I carried home my sole souvenir, a small mosaic that says “Bethany”.  It keeps watch over the young newlyweds on the wall, and all their children and grandchildren, whose pictures surround them now.  When our earthly bodies lie in death we’ll find an everlasting dwelling place in heaven.

What do you think it must have been like for Lazarus to come out of that tomb?

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6 Comments to “Fifth Sunday of Lent – Cycle A”

  1. What a great question!

    Maybe it’s like awaking after a surgery or procedure that requires anesthesia to put you to sleep. I’ve had seven surgeries for Crohn’s disease and several more for other problems. I never took for granted that I would awake from any of them, except for the tonsillectomy when I was four.

    It might be like awaking every morning, another thing I don’t take for granted, and being given another day to do something good for someone else.

    The very interesting part for me to ponder is whether Lazarus was aware that he was dead before Jesus raised him. Everyone around him knew for those several days, but was Lazarus aware? Will we be aware when we die? The answer awaits in faith.

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  2. First, I want to repeat my thanks to Brebis for last week’s sharing — the tragedy and heroism with her sons’ death. This week’s reading reminds me of my friends who lost their only daughter in a fiery crash accident involving a drunk. When I conducted the prayer service, I just resonated with the parents with those lines: “Jesus, if you had come, my brother would not have died.”

    And yet, the Lord heals in strange ways…. – – Cris

  3. I love your question Brebis about whether Lazarus knew if he was dead. Do we know what deadens us?

    I hear something a little different in this reading. Lazarus was dead until he heard Jesus’ call. When he did he was able to begin to loosen that which bound him up. What binds and deadens us? When Jesus’ loving voice pierces our tomb and we know he is there for us then we can begin to be set free.

  4. Oh, Eileen, that’s excellent!

    So often, we don’t know what deadens us to Jesus’ voice. Well put.

  5. One summer I was on pilgrimage to the Holy Land with Kathy and the Biblical School, the opportunity of a lifetime. We visited Lazarus’ tomb in Bethany. For some reason the power was out and the caretaker gave us little candles about 4 inches long to light our way. With trepidation, I began the descent. Being somewhat claustrophobic, I had to really convince myself that I could do it. My candle in one hand and my other hand against the wall of the stairway, I tried. I really tried. But the darkness overtook me when the outside light no longer reached me. Everything started to close in on me and to my chagrin, in a matter of seconds, I was going up the narrow stairs bumping against the traffic of the rest of the pilgrims. I know what it’s like to come out of Lazarus’ tomb after feeling as if death would grab hold of me.
    I needed the light just as Lazarus needed the Light. I was bound by my fear of closed in, underground places. There was no one calling me to “come out,” but for the sake of my sanity, I had to “go out.” Perhaps if the electric lights worked and we didn’t have to carry candles in a close procession down the stairs, I would have managed. Maybe if we could have seen the steps on which we walked. I don’t know. It felt like DEATH to enter but like LIFE to come out of the grave.
    This gospel often amazes me. I imagine Lazarus felt a quickening at the sound of Jesus’ command, which he spoke in a loud voice, not only for the dead man to hear, but also for all those around him whose faith Jesus wanted to strengthen. I wonder if Lazarus thought to himself, Will I have to do this again?….And then, my death will bring sadness and grief a second time. Did he meet some kind angel who assisted him through the “tunnel,” or something that gave him a hint of the Beatific Vision? If he was moving closer to God’s glory, maybe he didn’t want to leave death. But Lazarus recognized the voice of his Friend and he knew Who called him to life. Having been bound, what a struggle it must have been for him to get up from a horizontal position. After 4 days of darkness, was he blinded by the sunlight? And if Martha had suggested a “stench” in the hot desert climate, did he sniff once under his arms before bringing forth with him the smell of death’s corruption? It was earthy! But what is the scent of new life? The “odor of Christ?” Lazarus must have been awe struck and amazed. He had to cooperate with the call; he had to come forth. I keep thinking about how each of us has to work with the grace that is given to us. Otherwise, we remain in the tomb of sin and lifelessness. When Lazarus was unbound, I bet Mary, Martha, Lazarus, Jesus, his disciples and a host of others partied! Who wouldn’t celebrate the miracle and the seemingly impossible?
    If you are interested in viewing a video of this Scripture, check out these links:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPe_ORTnG-Q
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1chPr40N-bA&NR=1&feature=fvwp

  6. To answer the question… Lazarus was one HAPPY dude! I know. I know several, several times Jesus pulled me from the rubble and it is ALWAYS GREAT!!! How Come?? Because when you are buried and you are given another chance to try life again, you give it a whirl! When you are dead and you take that one new breath, it is a miracle!! (albeit just yours). Your’re right, Bobbie, there must have been such a party! God knows our fate but let us be like Lazarus and hear him to awaken us to his plan!!!

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