Reflecting on John 1: 29-34
I did not know him. That’s quite a confession, especially coming from John the Baptist, the very one sent to herald his coming. Even John did not know him, but the day that Jesus appeared in Bethany across the Jordan all the mysteries of John’s life finally came into focus for him.
Ah. It was for this that I cried out in the wilderness. It was for this that I lived a celibate, ascetic life. It was for this that I stood in the river and baptized. It was for this, to proclaim him and know him, that I was born. (And it was for this that John, shortly afterwards, would speak truth to Herod, and be martyred.)
Maybe you feel like John. You are working hard. You are volunteering. You are raising a family, coaching the volleyball team, teaching the kids their prayers, and praying them yourself with all your heart.
Or maybe you’re retired now. Or widowed. Or never married. And you still make your Morning Offering as you always have: Here am I, Lord. I come to do your will.
Like John, you keep showing up for the life God has given. Sometimes you wonder if your prayers will ever be answered. Sometimes you wonder why a life of faithfulness to Him seems to mean so little to anyone else. But every once in a while you experience that spine-tingling grace of recognition: Christ, the One for whom your heart longs, is right here with you.
And the Spirit hovers.
In what ways do you “show up” for your life in Christ?